This week has been one of those crazy emotional roller coaster type of weeks. We’ve received good news, bad news have even had poo art (let me tell you how fun that was to clean).

I found myself in the role of care giver. I kept assuring those I love that everything will be ok. I stopped everyone the second they started to lose it and asked them to think about things. Did blowing up on each other really solve anything? Was getting upset at someone over little things really the issue or was it just a way to release fear? Then I was asked a question that gave me pause;

“You keep saying everything will be ok, just who are you really trying to convince anyway? You or Me?“

I didn’t realize before that moment but the answer was pretty obvious. I’m trying to convince myself. Now I am feeling as if I hit panic mode. I’m forced to face my emotions. I know that I am right in that everything will end up fine but that shouldn’t stop me from feeling my fears.