Since we’ve already determined that I have no idea what it is I want, it’s time to at least figure out what I need. This one should be easier to figure out.

First and foremost I need the sickies to leave our house. This past week has totally sucked. So far the kids have been ok but Hubby and I… it hasn’t been pretty.

I need to learn how to have a longer fuse. I’m generally a pretty laid back person , however lately I’ve been reaching my limit a little quicker than I’d like. I blame lack of sleep but it’s no excuse.

I need to win the lottery. I realize this likely isn’t going to happen though. It would be so nice to spend more time together as a family without having to worry about the bills.

I need to figure out what to serve at Thing 2′s birthday party. It’s only 2 days away so I REALLY need to get off my ass on this one.

Ok, so that stuff is trivial. I really do have serious needs too I’m just not sure I want to share them all publicly.

I need to let go of some things from my past. I have some serious self esteem issues and until I let go I won’t be able to deal with those issues.

I need to forgive some people, not for their sakes but for mine.

I need to focus more on my relationship with Hubby. Our relation is fine but I’ve noticed it’s all about the kids and if we don’t worry a little more about each other I could see it leading to tension.

I need to stop letting the ignorance of others get to me.

I need to let go of our miscarriage. I know I know, it’s only been 6 weeks and I am entitled to still feel sad but I have the rest of my life to live too.

Thing 1 on the other hand has it all figured out. He just needs his lotsa toys.